Every
morning I like to start my day by drinking a cup of coffee (for physical
energy) and reading through my daily devotions (for spiritual energy). I read
through one a couple of days ago that I thought was very fascinating and
thought-provoking because it delivered a message I have grown up hearing but
from a different viewpoint. It has been the focus topic in the past few
whole-group devotions we hold once a week with the primary grades. I also
recently had a conversation with the pastor of our church here with the same
theme. I feel like God has been hinting at it in my life in many ways so I am
sharing my thoughts. Here it is: (from “The One Year Walk with God Devotional”
by Chris Tiegreen)
Death, the Equalizer
All can see that wise men die; the foolish and the senseless alike perish and leave their wealth to others. Psalm 49:10
All can see that wise men die; the foolish and the senseless alike perish and leave their wealth to others. Psalm 49:10
IN WORD It is one of life’s greatest mysteries. We
who were created for eternity and given the capacity for eternal affections
often place those affections on transient things. We are all capable of the
Sinai treason: While God was speaking eternal truth to Moses on the mountain,
the Israelites were in the valley worshiping a golden calf. A piece of metal.
No breath, no life, no power – just an earthly material that shines. God still
speaks eternal truth by His Spirit and the Word, and we still worship gold. The
mysteries of life rarely change.
Perhaps “worship” seems a little harsh. We all know that having wealth isn’t the same as wealth having us. We can own it and use it without being controlled by it. But our sense of mastery over our possessions is often an illusion and always a dangerous temptation. Far too easily, our things begin to own us. We do not bow down and sing their praises, but we would bow down in grief if they were taken from us. We’re far more attached than we think.
This wisdom psalm by the sons of Korah is right: Death is the great equalizer. Those who have wealth and those who do not will all have exactly the same amount when they breathe their last breath. We leave this world as we came into it – naked and destitute. We may have been well taken care of in our stay here, but none of our comforts last. Wealth for its own sake it only as meaningful as the dirt we’re buried in.
Perhaps “worship” seems a little harsh. We all know that having wealth isn’t the same as wealth having us. We can own it and use it without being controlled by it. But our sense of mastery over our possessions is often an illusion and always a dangerous temptation. Far too easily, our things begin to own us. We do not bow down and sing their praises, but we would bow down in grief if they were taken from us. We’re far more attached than we think.
This wisdom psalm by the sons of Korah is right: Death is the great equalizer. Those who have wealth and those who do not will all have exactly the same amount when they breathe their last breath. We leave this world as we came into it – naked and destitute. We may have been well taken care of in our stay here, but none of our comforts last. Wealth for its own sake it only as meaningful as the dirt we’re buried in.
IN DEED What is our way out of this trap? Most of
us do not resolve to go through this life as ascetic monks and nuns or as poor
beggars. We have money and we use it often. What is the spirituality in that?
We can leverage temporal wealth for eternal purposes. God has made that
possible. The money that decays tomorrow can be invested in the lives that last
forever. Riches and godliness can be a powerful combination. Wisdom ensures
that they are.
When
I read this I immediately thought of an incident with my friend a few summers
ago: she got in a minor car accident and although she walked away from the
accident injury-free, she could not stop wailing about her car being totaled.
She kept saying that she had really loved that car and worked so hard to buy
it, and it was such a nice car for a great price and she was never going to
find another one like it… I could not believe that we were having that
conversation! I would have expected her to be rejoicing that she was unharmed
in the accident instead of complaining about her vehicle. Her well-being and
potentially her life vs. a material possession that could be replaced.
It’s
a message we commonly hear: do not have any idols or worship material things.
Or even: your life is not measured but what you have but by what you have done.
Moving to Honduras has really put those thoughts into perspective for me. It’s
a lot harder to notice the hold that material things have on me when they are
in my hand than it is when they are stripped away from me. While I may not
think that I am making material things idols, taking them away from me really
puts things into perspective. I have had to give up a lot of my material
things, and I often find myself whining that I do not have them or desperately wishing
that I could have them again. But the more time I spend in La Unión and witness
the people who have spent their whole lives here, I realize that my life is
better without all those things that I think I ‘need’ or simply ‘cannot live
without.’
Take
for example cell phones. When I was home over the summer I could not help but
notice how glued to their cell phones people have become. It is a giant
pet-peeve of mine when I am sitting with someone having lunch, getting coffee,
or just hanging out and they are more hypnotized by their phones than focused
on having a genuine conversation with a real-life person right in front of
them. It’s not only entirely irritating, but I find it very rude and embarrassing.
Do we really need to check Facebook or our email every 10 seconds? Are we
really that determined to get to the next level in a game and have bragging
rights over our friends? But here, I hardly ever use my phone is and I could
care less if I knew where it was. Anyone I need to talk is within a two minute
walk and I would rather see their face than read their message. (In fact, we’ve
been living here for more than a month now and I still don’t have all the
teachers’ phone numbers locked into my phone.) I’ve learned that I really do
not need all those apps to make my life interesting.
My
life is so de-cluttered here. Living simply is not that difficult – it may be
shocking at first and hard to cope with at times (especially coming from
somewhere like the US) – and it is entirely rewarding. Look at the people who
live here: their lives are drastically different but I would not say that they
are worse off because of it. They have developed different talents and skills
to get through their daily lives, most things that I, simply put, cannot do.
There may not be a washer or dryer in the whole town, but these women can make
the most stained clothing item look brand new. Kids won’t learn how to use a
computer until they are much older, but they can still computer numbers, write
papers, and create their own games to play. No one owns a lawn mower but they
have machetes to trim the grass around their homes. The list could go on and on
and my friends and family back home are always shocked to hear how people live
here. There is always this moment of feeling sorry for the population of La
Unión but it seems silly to feel that way since this devotion tells us that we,
as citizens of a first-world country, will leave this Earth on the same level
of these people from a third-world country.
The
pastor from our church here took his family on a trip to the United States for
the first time ever this past summer holiday. He told me that after seeing the
US he now has a deeper appreciation for the teachers who come down here. He
kept talking about the great sacrifices we make by leaving our homes, families,
and comforts just to teach the children here; he focused so heavily on the
material lives that we come from and how much easier it is where we call home.
I wanted to stop him during his rant to tell him that we were incredibly
blessed to be down here. We are given such a unique opportunity to see a
different way of living and to learn from the families we interact with. I feel
like I am becoming a better person by minimalizing certain areas in my life so
that I can grow in new ways. I do not have fast food restaurants or even
grocery stores with easy-to-make dinners so instead I am learning how to cook
things from scratch, and loving it! I am building incredible relationships with
people just by spending my time sitting and talking with them rather than
watching tv or surfing the internet. I can take a shower and flush the toilet without
any running water in the vicinity, both very valuable life skills.
My
relationship with the Lord has been affected the most. Without all these
constant distractions in my life I find my mind wandering into praise more and
more often. I have plenty of time to contemplate and mediate on my devotion
every day since I do not have tv, internet, my phone, stores, etc. to demand my
attention. I am surrounded by his beauty found in nature and in the genuine
goodness found in people’s hearts. We often find ourselves getting into
religious conversations about our pasts or things we witnessed throughout the
week. And we get to share our faith with our students and help them develop
into men and women of God. The only word I can think of to accurately describe
how it feels to surround myself with pure and holy things is: refreshing. Even
the people in this town have shown a deeper and more intense faith than I am
accustomed to see. Since they do not have resources like medicine, education,
or food, they pray fervently to the Lord every single day (you can hear their
prayers rising up from the church or from their power circles or from their homes)
and they rely on him to meet their needs and answer their cries. It is
incredible how many miraculous things happen in this community. If you need to
renew your faith, come here. A great majority of the people in La Unión has
figured out how to live their lives in full devotion to the Lord, and the day
that I die, I will leave this Earth just like them – empty-handed.