I thought I would share with you my devotion from
yesterday morning. I read these every morning at breakfast to start my day, but
this one in particular really blew me away yesterday both in reading it and in
practice.
(This comes from The
One Year walk with God Devotional by Chris Tiegreen)
Confidence
in God
“Though war break out against me, even then will I be confident” – Psalm 27:3
“Though war break out against me, even then will I be confident” – Psalm 27:3
In word: Feeling
besieged? Don’t be surprised. It’s a natural human condition. Few people go
through life with a sense of invulnerability. We question our strength, and,
when trouble strikes, we doubt our ability to stand. We don’t feel invincible,
so we fear trials. When war or even minor conflicts break out against us,
confidence often disappears.
David was no stranger to conflict. He was also no stranger to fear. His understanding of God’s strength and sovereignty did not come by birthright, it came by experience. When he tells us in verse 1 that the Lord is his light and salvation, the stronghold of life, he can make such claims only because there were times when he was forced either to lean on God or to whither away and die. The truth of God’s strength is only learned during times of vulnerability. Strong, confident people learn to rely on themselves. Weak, helpless people learn to rely on God.
David’s introductory question in this psalm – “whom shall I fear?” – is purely rhetorical. He knows the answer: no one. If we can honestly claim with David that the Lord is our light, salvation, and stronghold, we can ask the same question without any fear of a valid answer coming up. We can be afraid of no one.
David was no stranger to conflict. He was also no stranger to fear. His understanding of God’s strength and sovereignty did not come by birthright, it came by experience. When he tells us in verse 1 that the Lord is his light and salvation, the stronghold of life, he can make such claims only because there were times when he was forced either to lean on God or to whither away and die. The truth of God’s strength is only learned during times of vulnerability. Strong, confident people learn to rely on themselves. Weak, helpless people learn to rely on God.
David’s introductory question in this psalm – “whom shall I fear?” – is purely rhetorical. He knows the answer: no one. If we can honestly claim with David that the Lord is our light, salvation, and stronghold, we can ask the same question without any fear of a valid answer coming up. We can be afraid of no one.
In deed: If you’re
trying to work yourself into a state of confidence, be careful of where that
confidence is placed. The model of overassertive strength that the world urges
us to follow overestimates the power of man. Christians are not called to follow it; we are called to place every
hope in the almighty God. If we need a source of strength, our inner self will
not encourage us very much. God will.
Learn to speak the words of David. Say them out loud to yourself, if necessary. You are playing psychological games, you are rehearsing the truth. Though war break out against us, we have every indication that our confidence in God is well-founded. Our heart does not need to fear, because we are children of the fearless One.
Learn to speak the words of David. Say them out loud to yourself, if necessary. You are playing psychological games, you are rehearsing the truth. Though war break out against us, we have every indication that our confidence in God is well-founded. Our heart does not need to fear, because we are children of the fearless One.
Now, if you had talked to me within the last two
weeks you would know how defeated I was feeling. My students don’t seem to be
getting along very well with their English and I was running out of ideas on
how to teach them. Everything I came up with, they bombed because they could
not understand a word I was saying; my creative juices were dry. I know that I was
not failing as a teacher, but it sure felt like it. There were multiple times
that I had to physically stop myself from crying in front of my students
because I was unbelievably frustrated. So you can imagine, coming off two very
hard weeks and having to start again on a Monday, that I was not enthusiastic
at all. I really wanted to play sick for the day and just quit on teaching. This
was the war that was overwhelming my life.
After reading this devotional I prayed to God that
he would help me that day. I prayed that he would use me as his tool and teach
these students through me. He knew how to help them best and how they could
learn best, so I needed his wisdom in teaching them. I was obviously out of
energy and desperately needed his strength to start the week. I put my day in
his hands and headed off to school. Now, I would love to tell you that clouds
parted and a bright shining light poured out from the heavens with angels
singing gloriously, and all of sudden my students knew perfect English. But I had
another kind of miraculous victory that day! It was small but monumental at the
same time. Every single one of my students stayed in green for the whole day!
(In my classroom I have a behavior system based on colors: each morning the
students all start out in green. Once they receive three checks for any sort of
bad behavior, they move to yellow, and will owe me some kind of extra
assignment. If they happen to get three more checks then they move to red and
receive demerits from the office.) Therefore! although their English may not be
spectacular and they still struggle in every single class, at least my students
know how to behave. I was so proud of them all.
I cannot claim this victory as my own. I know God’s
hand was in that moment and he guided me all day. I am learning to lean on him
daily because this job is too challenging to try to do on my own. It was days
like this that make me love my job beyond expressible words and so thankful
that I have the strongest man on my side, God.
"You learn more through your great trails than we do through your great triumphs" - Chuck Swindol. and "Great trials often precede great triumphs." I have found this to be true throughout my life, and continue to do so to this day. God is confirming this for you too.
ReplyDeletethats awesome! thanks for sharing, this will really help me!
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